soo yea im being pretty emo right now...... blah.... an i wanna go to sleep but its only like 8ish....


i miss alot of people..... some of them i SHOULDNT miss.. but do ne wayz.... gay...


i was talkkin to someone last night **insert name here**... and he made me relize i have nothing going for me... in muh life....

muh grades suck
ima prolly withouth a doubt b in 10th grade next year
i miss school atlest once a week
i write muhself excusses to get out atlest 2 times a week....
i smoke to much pot...
i drink to much
dont do homework
sit around all day... and do NOTHING
i hang out with a whole buncha older people... and get reps for it.. like WHORE....
i just dont care bout ne thing ne more
i could care less wat i look like.... gave up with trying to make muh self look pretty......
party all the fuck time
always in trouble

**all the things HE said was wronge with me or wat i do wronge... if u must**


soo yea... i think he was pretty much saying ima loser at life..... and need to give up on it

THANX A FREACKING LOT.. THAT MADE ME FEEL ABOUT 10X FUCKING BETTER... GOD!