soo we stayed out REALLY late tonite... .like 2ish.... and the whole time... we....



sat at bp ((like alwayz)) till like.... 11..... then we went to Ben's house.... watched napoline dynomyte ((i know i DONT know how to spell)) and in the middle we all got kinda bored... soo we all just sat around and dick off..... and it was funn.... then everyone desided to touch each others SPOTS.... ughh.. haha... then Sean gave me a ride home.... WOOT lol...



soo now i wanna HUMP-A-SOMETHING... ((new saying)) haha......


and now im bored... soo yea... <3

soo yea.... ima have nightmares... EWWWWWWWWWWWWW...... muh friend... well i dont think ima talk to him ne more... just told me... that he had sex with a fucking DOG.. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWIE.... thats soo nasty... GOD **pukes a lil in mouth**

i farted... well playing hack tonite... haha infront of a buncha boys.... haha... idoit <33

sooo.... i skiped school today... and was walkkkin home... cause i had no where eles to go... and i got to muh road... and Jonnie and Jeff.... picked me up..... we went to Jeff's an they mad me watch porn GAY.... and then we desided to go ridding around... we went to the school and they rolled down the window and mad alot of noise.... DUMB.... soo then we went up to Jed's and picked him and RAlph...... then we went up this BIG mountain in the middle of no where... to get Jed's.... thingger out... we got up there couldnt get it out....... soo we went back to Jed's rents house.... to get a chain thingger.... then we went in there back field thing... and was playing around... soo we got stuck..... then we called aaa to get us out..... soo then they came and got stuck... and had to call another toe truck thingger............ they came and they got stuck too..... soo they called aanother....... one... and they came.... and now there all still sitting..... down there... trying to get it out.... and im home..... yep....<3

((this is going to sound a lil weird)) this is bullshit... everyone in muh fucking house wears the same size close....and everyone fuckings steels mine ALL THE FUCKING TIME.... eather muh mom wears them and ruins them at work..... or Rhonda wears them somewhere..... and leaves them somewhere.... or draws on them.... SICK OF IT DAMN IT.....


New Goal...= GAIN LIKE A 100 AND 50 FUCKING POUNDS... SOO THEN EVERYONE WONT WEAR MUH GOD DAMN CLOTHS......


<33

soo i got on myspace tonite... like every other night.... right... i was going throw all muh friends.... and i saw that Brea's page was back on muh myspace... and i though it was weird... cause i forgot that i added her to muh new one... like... almost a 2mounth ago...:(... and i got all excited.... and i went to her page... and saw the pic.. of me Kendra... her and Tony... and then i started to cry....

everyone says its SUPPOSE to get better..... but ITS NOT.... damnit!!....... **tears**

R.I.P hunni.... u wont EVER b forgotten<33

When someone asks u to dance.... say NOO!!! cause......



Okay, so I came over here to ask you to dance, but I'm kind of concerned. I mean, we could hit it off really well, end up having a few drinks, next thing you know you're giving me your number because I'm too shy to ask for it, I finally get up the nerve to call and we take in a movie, have some dinner, I relax, you relax, we go out a few more times, get to know each other's friends, spend a lot of time together, then finally have get past this sexual tension and really develop this intense sex life that is truly incredible, decide our relationship is solid and stable, so we move in together for a while, then a few months later get married, I get a promotion, you get a promotion, we buy a bigger house. You really want kids, but I really want freedom, but we have a kid anyway, only to find that I am resentful, the sparks start to fade and to rekindle them we have two more lovely kids, but now I work too much to keep up with the bills, have no time for you, you're stressed and stop taking really good care of yourself, so to get past our slow sex life and my declining self-confidence I turn to an outside affair for sexual gratification. You find out because I'm careless and a lousy liar, you throw me out (justifiably so) and we have to explain to the kids why mommy and daddy are splitting up. That's just too sad. Think about the children. For God's sake, if you dance with me and we hit it off, let's just keep it sexual, because we both know where it's going.

((alright dont ask.. i was talkkin to some random weird guy online..... and this was our conversation lol))


u know u are a partyer WHEN........

1. If you have any sort of alcholic bottles in ur room... up on display
2. if u have any sorta think u MADE to smoke.... pot outta ....
3. if u have an article of someone eles clothing.......rather u wore it home... or its just there
4. if u have guyz boxers... or womens underwear....



there was more that he said... but i dont reamber.. them

haha.... i though it was funny..... soo i HAD to blog!! <33

tru bestfriend <33333

luv us!!!

Stearling- yea im sorri... i tryed... but its not gonna happend tonite hes got wiskey dick
me- o okay.... ummm thanx i guess... haha...
Stearling- yep no problem... im the man... at hooking people up
me- yea yea.... hah.... damn that sucks....
Stearling- just go in the room... with him right now... and try to get him hard see wat happpends
me- i think i need more beer
stearling- noo just go do it......
me- okay...


soo i go into the room... and strealing folllowz me... lol ((i dont know))
soo they leave to talk


and then not even an hour later... we were doin the NASTY!! haha


<33


the only reason i posted this is because i wanna know wat WISKEY DICK IS..... god fucking damn it!! <33

never though i would b scared for life from sex... hahahahah <33

((countined from "list for Kendra"





Darren!!

welll yea see yea... im at bob' s hopuse... an yea... im sure u can amainge...((dont know how to spell that))....... and everyones yea... U KNOW!!! and wow... haha.... someones talkkkin b outg murdering someone haha.... .and yea... someone... tryed to get me to "sober there ass up" haha...... weidn.... now ther trying to... yea.. haha... late <3

soo yea... i HAVE indeed been a bitch the last could dayz... wtf i dont really know y... lol.... but Jimmy though i was mad at him... and i though he was mad at me and neather of us were really mad.....


and then i though kendra was iggnoring me..... and yea


then last night i guess Kendra and Jimmy planed on taking me out for ice cream

and if i WOULDNT go... then they were going to tie me up and tape muh mouth shut... haha.....



and i though Kendra meet that they were going to get me drunk and take me out for ice cream.... some how.... soo i was like... hahahahaha...... and then outta no where i was like that might not turn out very good.. haha EVERYONE will know... and she was like everyone will know wat.... and i was like... that im drunk.... then she was like WAIT ur drunk ?? and i was like noo... when we went out for ice cream... ahhahahah <333

if u wanna b muh luver... u gotta get with muh friends.... blah blah blah





spice gurls ROCK MUH WORLD!!!

at 6 in the morning <33

wat a night... WOW....

yea soo i desided that i was going to go to a party in smethport.... with NO ONE I knew..... except for 2 people.... yea... dumb idea... it was going all sweel....

we started drinking at like 3..... and we were all just playing cards and shit...... then some more people showed up.. it was funn.... all the guyz were playing video gamez and shit...BORING.... but w/e.... then these gurls showed up.... and they brought strawberry's.... then we all started drinking strawberry daquaries... it was funn ((didnt puke... and DIDNT get mean and bett the shit outta ne one))..... then this one guy Adam... got all pissed off and shit... and started braking shit.. he broke 4 windowz and like 2 doorz... soo then someone said something bout hiding... soo i went in the bathroom.. and was hiding... i ran outta drink.. soo i went to get up and get more... but i droped the cup... it broke... soo i dove onto the floor.. looking for it... and then i picked it up throw it in the toilet... and flushed....... most of it went down lol...


((THEN IT WENT BAD))....
i went out.. and was chillin an shit... and this fucking fat bitch... walked into Adam's house... and was like....YEA... EVERYONE OUT... noowwww.... and she came up to me... and was like.... i said EVERYONE OUT NOWW... or ima call the copz.....

as SOOON as i heard the word COPZ... i was OUT... and i went fast......

me Brandon... an Paul.. RAN for the door.. put our shoez on... and ran like hell.......((note i have NEVER been to smethport in muh life... and i was TRASHED))....... i got to like the dg and this guy called me....((i was pretending to b some Amy the whole nite... dont ask??)) soo then i was like omfg omfg omfg i aint got ne where to go... the party i was just at is gettin busted... and yea.. omfg omfg omfg... soo then he was like want me to come get u.. andi was like YEA.... i got like 5 dollz... for gas .... come get me NOWW.... then... Janel called me and was like omg omg where are u... and i was like..... i dont know... i dont know... but im gettin outta here.... sooo then she came and got me an we went to her g-ma's house..... haha WHAT A FUCKING NITE... WOWIE....!!!



oa yea byyy the way.... nice meeting u....
angel
Kim
SAm
Adam
Clause
Brandon
Paul
and sorri bout i dont reamber the other kids name... Doug maybe??? idk


NICE MEETING U... lol <33

WOOT ima b on america's next FAT model... haha.....<3

okay... soo me and Kristan are going to steel a train..... and make a tv show called pimp muh train... GET LOTSSSS of money.....and b famous..... Then awe are going to go to some petting zoo somewhere and steel a lama..... and name it Tina YAY!!... lol.....and its going to be GREAT!!!

sick of all the bullshit......
god.... REAL friends DONT fight like this
Jonnie u just need to GROW UP
i mean come on...... who does wat ur doin
NO ONE I KNOW
and u aint gotta talk shit.... to make everyone eles hate me
GOD..... FUCK U ASSHOLE!!



i'm losing everyone

lost Brea :( rip Baby
losing Kendra in 3 months....
and now i lost Jonnie
next will b Jeff
then Karrie
then Carrie
then i'll b friendless


WHAT THE FUCK EVER

fuck u JOnnie......

just caus eu fucking hate me....

dont me u have to make everyone eles hate me...

god damn...!!!

sick of this shit.... WAT WAS I THINK.... when i came upwith the idea to "like" JOnnie to brake him and his gurlfriend up..... DUMB

yea soo i didnt go to school today.... cause of the fucking bussdriver....... ONCE AGAIN... its the buss driver's fault... never had ne problem's last year when Bill was driving.... GAYYY

luvz this pic... makes me feel PRETTY....and i LUV muh eyez <33....((witch im NOTT!!))

okay... im here again.... fuck all that......\/

I JUST NEED FUCKING LAID.... UGHHHH!!!!

oa yea one more thing... bout the blog below.........



I CANT STAND MUH FUCKING PARENTS NE MORE....


the other day.... they flat out told me ima failure... and that they want me to b something im NOTTTTT and wont ever b....

PERFECT.....


FUCK THAT....


NITENITE

ughh ughh ughh.... soo tonite SUCKS.... i think bout one thing... and EVERYTHING comez out... grr.... i really really miss Brea... **tear**.... and i DONT want Kendra to leave... i'll b NOTHING without her.... i dont know wat i'll do... yea... soo i'll have
JOnnie
Jeff
Karrie
Carrie
and everyone eles... but Kendra.... shes just like ..... muh better ((and when i say BETTER i mean better half im NOTHING))..... and i dont know wat im going to do without ((great... made muh self cry AGAIN)).....



and even tho Kendra dont want me to drop outta school... cause she dont want to come back and find out.. ima loser at life..... but im sorri... it MIGHT just happend....a. its TOOOOOOO stress full..... i just CANT take it ne more.... im done... i cant....


DONT WORRI KENDRA... i wont b a loser drop out.... i WILL get muh ged.... the DAY i turn 18... i PROMISE....((and u know how that PROMISE word works..... )).....


i guess i am a failer.. muh rents are right... im NOTHING... just... another... stupid... fat.... ugly... dumb... retarded... POT HEAD.....

GOD... I HATE FUCKING LIFE.....


i just want to move FAR FAR AWAY.... soo that i dont have to put up with this bullshit nemore

i amount to NOTHING....

GREAT... heather's online... thats just going to make things ALOT fucking better.....


w/e,,, im going to bed now.....


<333 failure......

DAMN-IT DAMN-IT... DAMN-IT..... ughhh... gurlz are gay.. they all need to die... well most them... lol..... ((dont ask....))

yea soo i got outta school early today.. and went up to Jeff's house... to hang out with him and JOnnie.... Jeff left..... and OMFG Jonnie annoyed me... then Jeff got back took Jonnie to work.. then camr back... and made me watch freacking porn with him GAY!!!! ((not GAY porn lol)).... and then.... I DIDNT EVEN GET NE THING OUTTA IT gay gay gay but thats bout it


then on the way home... he begged me to tell him muh REAL name.... and he guessed and guessed... then he pulled over and stoped... and guessed some more.....


then i was like FINE ... irs Brittnay Jean... and he was okay ok... I WONT TELL NE ONE SWARE... then hes like okay ready this is going to b our "thing".... muh BJ has a first name its B-R-I-T-T--A-N-Y muh bj has a secon name its J-E-A-N.......because she has a way with ..... IDK....**both gigglez**.......

god i fucking luv that kid... hes sooooo stupid..... CRACKER!!!

yea soo im bout half sick of fucking living here... it's all fine and dandy till muh mom comez home... then its hell... i HATE it.... i need to take like a vacation and stay at someones house for a week or 2 or 3... even.. that would b great.... and now im even more pissed... cause muh fucking sister got her lip pierced... AFTER.... i was suppose to get mine done for CHRISTMAS.... gay... but w/e....


GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY


FUCKKKKKKKKKKK