Soo i figured i would come home today... and NOT only cause I NEED a doctors appointment but i though I would come home and spend some time with muh soo called FAMILY..... But from What went on and What i saw and Read with-in the last 3 hours.... i aint no longer wanted around here..................... and thats sad..... fuck all yall..... I dont know if ya'll ever heard the word HAPPPY.... ((oh wait never mind.... ya'll are ALLOWED to b happy.... )) well i am starting to think that u all are agenst me being HAPPY cause the way it sounds.... nono of u like what i do.... ((and u can suck muh fucking dick.... cause I DONT CARE)) YEA thats right Kendra and Rhonda just to prove u right I SAID IT.... happy.... I DONT fucking care ne more..... im happy and thats all that matters to me.... Soo what if i give him everyy penny that i get..... Its not like I dont get some of whatever he gets outta it..... GEEEZ-US.... i will b SSOOOOOOOOOOO fucking glad when Thursday gets here and leaves.... cause the i wont have to b home again for a while to put up with ne onez shit.....





FUCK ALL YA'LLL I DONT CARE WHAT U FUCKING SAY........

Yeppp soo Rayz outta jail :D makes me smile....... And i was at his house for like that last week :D it was a LONG week... lol....NOTTT cause i was with him <33 just cause... u know lol ;) but yea..... I just wanted to blog.. cause muh body hurts... cause i got beat up by Pat... litterly.... and it all started cause i was drunk and i throw muh cellphone at him and hit him in the nutz... haha... then he tackled me... picked me up and droped muh on muh fucking head.... thats all i reamber.... lolBut yea thats all i wanted to blog... lol ... later <333 ya

Sooo i was fine and danddy and was trying not to think of that fact that Ray was in jail.... till tonite :(... when i seen... Kristan and Eric... and Jonnie and Kathie....and Kendra and Jimmy.... together and happy... then it kicked in......................

its going to KILLL me.....=(