i THINK its actually going to work this time <3333>

~!*bj *!~: ha... mines bigger tho... soo dont get toohappy
Matt: Bullshit
~!*bj *!~: it aint no lie
Matt: yea
Matt: right
~!*bj *!~: i would lie to u
~!*bj *!~: just reamber 2 words.... ELEPHANT DONG
~!*bj *!~:
~!*bj *!~: okay shut up bj... dont start
Matt: Lol hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
Matt: Lol brb I gotta take a piss and let my elephant dick hang out and hit the water in the toilet
~!*bj *!~: sweet... take pictures
~!*bj *!~:
Matt: Lol back and no pic
~!*bj *!~: damn
~!*bj *!~: lol
Matt: It's too cold lol
~!*bj *!~: excusses \
~!*bj *!~: god\
Matt: Lol yea right
~!*bj *!~: lol
~!*bj *!~: sooo was the water cold?
Matt: Fuckin freezin lol
~!*bj *!~: damn that has to suck
Matt: And swallows
~!*bj *!~: yepp me too\
~!*bj *!~: i mean that to
~!*bj *!~: ha
Matt: Oh u swallow too lol
~!*bj *!~: heck yea.. u know it
Matt: How come u never done that wit me
~!*bj *!~: u never come vist
Matt: Damnit then will u
~!*bj *!~: u better
~!*bj *!~: nigger\
Matt: Hey I ain't pickin no cotton or swayin on a tree watch it there gurl
~!*bj *!~: we can stay up all night an talk bout elephant dongs
~!*bj *!~: ha
Matt: Hey I ain't pickin no cotton or swayin on a tree watch it there gurl
Matt: Mine or ur elephant dong?????????
~!*bj *!~: both
Matt: Lol
Matt: Ur crazy
~!*bj *!~: soo how many time does it rape around ur lag??
~!*bj *!~: mines like atleast 7
~!*bj *!~: gotta tuck it in muh shoe sometimez too
Matt: Shit it never stops it goes all the way too my big toe then drags down the road and it hurts like a bitch when I close the car door
~!*bj *!~: BUTTT.... when i gotta boner... it kinda sucks... i gotta wear pants that are like 30 sizes too big..... but i dont need a belt....
~!*bj *!~: it holds muh pantz up for me
Matt: Same here
~!*bj *!~: yea it sucks sometimez
Matt: Yea but I get alot of pussy
~!*bj *!~: me too
Matt: I got ass sometimes too anal sex is pretty good
~!*bj *!~: it is... every once in a while\
~!*bj *!~: i hate tight ones tho
~!*bj *!~: it hurt a lil
~!*bj *!~: and gotta us like a whole 6 gallons a lub
Matt: Yea sometimes I hate havin to buy 60 ky jelly jars for one time
~!*bj *!~: yea i know
~!*bj *!~: it sucks.. and its such a waste of time....
~!*bj *!~: i mean mone
~!*bj *!~: money
~!*bj *!~: ha
Matt: Lol were crazy nigag
Matt: nigga
~!*bj *!~: i know i know
~!*bj *!~: thats y u luv ya budd... ha
~!*bj *!~: in a sexual elephant but humping kinda way
~!*bj *!~: ha
Matt: Lol u damn right so when u goin to stick that 6 lube dick in my ass lol j/p
~!*bj *!~: oo u know..... im taking a plan down there inlike.... a year or soo....
~!*bj *!~: soo u better b ready
Matt: Ight Lol Alwayz ready and willin
~!*bj *!~: sweet
~!*bj *!~: ima bend u over... and stick it in .... dnt let me forgot muh lub
Matt: Oh I like it rough though too So I just might let u forget
~!*bj *!~: o okay
~!*bj *!~: might hurt a lil
~!*bj *!~: its just bout as big as a tellephone poll
Matt: I like it when it hurts me
Matt: Thats fine wit me
~!*bj *!~: sweet.... ima pull ur hair tooo
Matt: I have no hair really lol
~!*bj *!~: well i'll find some
Matt: Lol My ass hairs lol
~!*bj *!~: iigh that works
Matt: Lol were so gross u knoe that right lol
~!*bj *!~: i know i now
~!*bj *!~: know
Matt: But thats kewl
~!*bj *!~: yepp
~!*bj *!~: can i lick ur butt tooo
~!*bj *!~: cant beleve i just said that
~!*bj *!~: ha
Matt: Go for it just don't get a hairball
~!*bj *!~: i'll try not to
Matt: K fine wit me then
~!*bj *!~: kk....
~!*bj *!~: ima beat ya off with muh feet too... maybe.... if muh feet willl fit around it
Matt: Fine wit me
~!*bj *!~: kk
~!*bj *!~: haha god\
~!*bj *!~: im weird\
~!*bj *!~: i luv it
Matt: So am I
~!*bj *!~: i must admit tho... i cheeted
~!*bj *!~: i took some pills... i found... on the side of the road...
~!*bj *!~: thats how i got muh elephant dong
Matt: lol
Matt: Lol U cheater lol mine came naturally damnit
~!*bj *!~: yea....
~!*bj *!~: well yea see\
~!*bj *!~: it was pretty big... like a draffi... b4 i took the pill soo\
~!*bj *!~: its okay




GOD I FUCKING LOVE THIS KID!!

yepp... soo i fell for him again..... shame on me I KNOW.... and EVERYONES prolly going to b pissed off at me... but u know what o well.....they'll get over it if there muh REAL friends......


He promised it would b different, he said he changed..... do i beleve this or not... i dont know... ima try..... He said he loves me... He said ALOT..... He said he wants to b with me..... and wont treat me like shit EVER AGAIN....


Ya thats right im gullible ((how ever u spell it... o well))





i <333>

~*puts the lotion on the skin*~
*~thats y mom callled u RHONDA DIRT!!!!~*




soo i was in the shower and i started thinking bout Joe Dirt... hahahahahaha.... not like Joe Joe... but the movie... hahaha....


okay this is the end cause i dont reamber wat i was typing hahahha <333333

scot: looks like ur gunna cry
~!*bj *!~: nope lol
scot: dont cry u got me
~!*bj*!~:awwwwz <3 thanx
scot: ok well.........
scot: hey
scot: i gtg
~!*bj *!~: okay.. i guess i'll ttul <33
scot: ok luv yas sexy
~!*bj *!~: <33 ya
scot: i doo
scot: ok
~!*bj *!~: okay
scot:
scot: byez
~!*bj *!~: bye



awwwz hes sooo sweet!! <33

BJ- soo this morning at like 6 i was thinking.... and i think i figured out how to make him stop thinking we are fuck buddies....
Kendra- how....?
BJ-...... well... i gotta stop lettin him talk me into "hanging out"
Kendra- haha yea... that prolly could work... but wats that going to change if u just hang out and dont do ne thing?
BJ- well yea see...... we had sex AGAIN last night........\
Kendra- dosnt he have a gurlfriend
BJ- yea....
Kendra-.... BJJ!!!!
BJ- wat its not like its muh fault or something........
BJ- okay i guess it is somewhat muh fault..... it does take 2 to tango.....




haha.... convo during sun bathing...<33\
















((ima miss these conversation... i wont have ne one to share muh sex life with after she leave :( ))

yea... soo that post... like.... 3 or 4 down from this one.... yea... i guess we wernt really even fighting.. and he was tellin me how WE dont hang out cause the weather WAS shitty... haha...




there i got again

yepp.... soo last night at the china garden was funn... haha.....



thanx again for the food sean ((how ever u spell it))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtNjDWRXaKI\













watch it ... funny shit..... ((fav haha))

yep sooo today SENIOR skip day.... and i skiped with Kendra... shhhh... no one has to know im NOT senior hahaha.... and we are going to Olean as retards or something like that... hahaha

its NOT our fault that WE dont hang out ne more.... yea the other day when we were on Easter vacation u MIGHT blaam it on me... but hey.... Karrie likED Sean.... and she wanted to hang out with Ben b4 she gets put on probation.. cause hes never around and HES MOVING.... unlike YOU..... soo u know... im sick of this bullshit... ever since that STUFFF ((insert in blank)) happend..... u and i... havnt been the same... all we do is FUCKING FIGHT damn.... and im sick of it... soo if u wanna hate me.... and not talk to me.. and drop outta them stupid group things... its okay..... cause ((as far as we know)) we still have the Champions..... and we have... Bj&Kendra ((we dont have a name an IF we do then.. i dont know wat it is right at the moument)) but u know im done.... this is bullshit..... GROW UP......u are acting like a lil fucking kid... one day u hate me.. and think i have cuddies ((haha though it sounded good)) and then the next day... u are like muh BEST friend.... then the next day u want in muh fucking pantz..... and then the next day u fucking HATE ME again....... its B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T....... god...... w/e... tho u wanna b an asshole like that then GO FOR IT.... u are going to loss a friend...... and when Kendra's gone i KNOW u are going to turn to me....but guess wat IF THIS SHIT keeps happening... then FUCKKKKKK uuu........


fuck off... i no longer wanna talk to u..... nor see u.....
and DONT come to muh house.... idk whos here... u'll just have to wait out fucking side...... for them to leave....











((go ahead an read this and tell himm.... GOO FOR IT.... im done with his shit))

soo yea im happy i gott job and all theres just a couple things im worried about


1. How im going to get there everyday.... ((its not like muh mom can take me... cause i go in at 4:45ish....an i cant really ride the buss))
2. I hope i dont get beat up by an old person



okay soo i guesss thats it... nvm.....

http://www.jellyjumper.com/lang/en/



goo there and PLAY it... its gay... but funn at the same time....

DROP AND GIVE ME HEARD NIGGUH

im not a cutter or ne thing but i liked this poem.....

Dear Razor;;Dear cutter

Dear Razor,

your always by my side

you were there for me when I cried.

When he left me, you were the one I came to

you showed me who I really was, yes that's true.

You are my best-friend

but, he didn't like you, it was time us to end

I didn't like it, neither did you

soon after I learned to live with it, my confidence grew.

I promised him I wouldn't use you

so im sorry razor this is the end for us two

ps. When I promised him I wouldn't use you

I had my fingers crossed, Id miss the pain you drew

your best-friend,

Cutter.

Dear Cutter,

I understand what your going through

I will always be by your side, if you only knew

I don't like causing scars on your body,

I tried to tell you, soon you would become nobody

the only one to make you change is yourself,

and running to me every time wouldn't help itself

I will stick by you for the rest of your life,

im better than your knife.

And I know you promised you wouldn't use me

but I give it a week, and you'll be back and ill set you free

ps. Think before you let go of me,

think about what I said, I can set you free.

Your truly,

Razor

((stollen from someone offa myspace haha))

dear kendra

If u give me a dollar I'll let u take a peek at these...dont look now i've got my boobies out and i'm gonna show everyone time....when i get to drinking i just show the world now just hope u never drink with me.

feels like soo soo good GIVE ME HEAD HOE...GIVE ME HEAD HOE GIVE ME HEAD TILL IM DEAD HOE!! feels like im in yo pussy when ur sucking my dick. i like it when u moan and grown and make that sound..slob on mi nob till ur pussy throbs. give me head hoe give me head kendra give me head till im dead!!

I want kendra to give me head cuz shes a HOE and shes met mi mom and dad....she can give head when im in mi ride.....4th of july.....shoot it everywhere while im beating mi meet..it feels so good when she suckin mi dick...feels like im in her pussy..when she suckin on mi dick!! MY DICK

theres a teaar in mi beer cuz she wont give me head dear she is on mi lonely mind. into these last few days...i have cummed a million times u areon mi lonely mind im gonna keep cummin until im satisfied..theres sum sperm in mi beer cuz im cummin for u dear u are on mi lonely mind!!

bj's little girl....bjs little kendra brings new life to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee though we're apart the thoughts follow me of u giving me head...and i smileee and i radiate the glow around mi penis!!

bj yea bj yea bj i want one oh please oh please oh please just suck on my dick!! tear on mi hair cuz kendra ur a fucking hoe...suck mi dick..on this aint no joke a nigguhs gotta get head goody good it better be if it aint ill refer mi nigguhs to a betta hoe! !yea i fuckin no u all u do is suck dick...waitin for me so u can suck..all i do is lay there and watch u bob untill i cum...make mi eyes go hazy sitting there all lazy this dont even phase me!! oh please oh please oh please just give me just one more blow job!!

Kendra.... u have a magnetic pen.......... ?????













((remind everyone that there was a paper clip.... pinned on it... hahahaha))

Kendra.... wats a theroy??
bj.... its
Kendra....is it like leroys big brother....
bj... i think muh feet got bigger....
Kendra... y...
BJ.... idk.. they just never looked this big b4

hahahahahahaha

key board abuse

BJ: god fucking damn ur feet are HUGE
Stearling...yea
bj.... can i try them on....
stearling wat?
bj.... ur shoes.....
stearling... hahahahah yea sure
bj.... OMFG there sooo big... i think i lost muh feet.....
stearling... haha......
bj.... AHHHHHH
stearling.... can i have muh shoes back.....
bj.... no
stearling... okay ima take a pic then
bj... haha okay....
stearling..... hahaha
bj.... okay u can have them back....
stearling.. okay......
bj WAIT.... dont put them on yet.... try on muh shoes....
stearling no
bj... please
stearling.... no... last time i tryed on someones shoes... i dislocated something.....
bj.... in the shoe???
stearling... hahahahahaha..... ur dumb
bj.. i know... sometimez.... sorri ima lil slow.....
stearling NOOOO IN MUH FOOT....
BJ... hahah oo okay....


wow wat a night...... everyone passed out... and me crista and stearling...... passed out...... and they made me take shot with them... of vodka... and i DIDNT puke.... or become a maga bitch... haha....

I WANT TO KNOW ABOUT FUCKING BALLONS GOD FUCKING DAMN IT.....

WAKA GOOMBA WAKA GOOMBA WAKA!

"Jumping all over muh shit"


DONT EVER SAY THAT AGAIN DAD.... GEEEZ US

soo yea know that saying FUCK ME RUNNING....


well u know how everyone thinks it aint possible... well IT IS!!!



me and Kendra tryed it........ and there is 2 wayz that we can think of......

1. do the whellbarrow thingger......
2. on a treadmill

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA



WAKA WAKA WAKA

stupid shit on myspace.....

GAY!!

title "What a kiss/gesture REALLY means

-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.
-Kiss on the Lips; I like you.
-Kiss on the Hand; I adore you
-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.
-Slap on the Butt; That's mine.
-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.
-Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you.
-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.
-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.
~Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.\


MUH TITLE
**How a guy tryes to get into ur pantz**

-Kiss on the Forehead; Come on just bone me already
-Kiss on the Lips; Maybe if i kiss her on the lipz it will hurry up the process
-Kiss on the Hand; Maybe this will work
-Holding Hands; If i hold her hand i can slowly get it down muh pants soo she can fell how big muh penis is
-Slap on the Butt; OMG i just need layed
-Holding on tight; **usally happends after u get in her pantz if shes lucky
-Looking into each other's Eyes;Are we gonna have sex sometime SOON
-Playing with Hair;maybe pulling her hair will turn her on
-Arms around the Waist; Maybe i should get closer then she will blow me
~Laughing while Kissing; omg i cant beleve im doin this o well LETS HUMP













((not tru for ALL guyz... but MOST god im emo :( ))

Ughhh today sucks ALREADY....


FUCK SHIT DAMN..............

i hope this day gets better.... or it will just make tom. worse.... and the next day and the next day and FOREVER.... god damn

this is wat all happend today....

1. had to go back to school....
2. i was STILL thinking bout the whole stupid fucking Ben thing
3. i was thinking bout how muh dad pretty much wished mine Karrie and Kendraa's death....
4. after i got all ready and shit i was waiting to check muh myspace... and Rhonda told me that an ASSHOLE called last night and told her to tell me that he loves me :(
5. gott to school... and just EVERYONE pissed me off for NO reason
6. had to put up with people's shit allll day
7. couldnt eat all muh lunch cause i was too upset and not hungry
8. puked on the buss
9. SOMEONE FUCKED WITH ME WHILE I WAS SLEEPING ((i cant fucking stand that))
10. to to vo-tech... and had to do something STUPID.....
11. had to put up with all the fucking drama ((and it seemed SOOOO much worse today maybe just cause i was in a bad mood))
12.got home..... and had to go up to the mannor cause i forgot to the other day
13. found out they lost all muh fucking paper work and had to do it all over again
14. got home and for some reason got really sick again..... and puked.....
15. got a phone call from the ASSHOLE that called last night
16. he told me he loved me.....
17. he tryed to make me SAY IT BACK....
18. muh mom bitched cause i wouldnt tell her who i was talkkin to.....
19. found out that i missed muh fucking BC shot... and now i gotta go up there and make up some excuss again.....
20. got another phone call from the ASSHOLE again....... tellin me this time... that hes comeing back to the statets *pa other wise**
21. the ASSHOLE is trying to get me to come over to his house this weekend
22. Rich is trying to make me Jelousse again... by tellin me bout his sex life.....((AND I DONT FUCKING CARE AND ITS NOT GOING TO FUCKING WORK FUCK U TOOOOO NIGGUH))

YEPP I THINK THATS BOUT IT... WELL I THINK IMA GO TAKE A NAP CAUSE.. YEA.....

definiton of love
a strong positive emotion of regard and affection
have a great affection or liking for



SHUT THE FUCK UP U STUPID NIGGER........

soo yea... Rhonda just made muh day 150 times better.....



FUCK SHIT DAMN.... UGHHHHHHHHHHHH



**i gotta phone call last night from someone i DONT wannna/care to hear from.....


and they told her to tell me they fucking luv me.... UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH**

MUH NIGHTMARES BACK :(

cont. from muh vaction


**Saturday**
Saturday.... i went to Ben's by muh self... got high with James..... and thats bout it.... next morning i wook up.... and i walked home... got ot like dg and mom and dad picked me up.... and yea thats pretty much all i did.... **this is when the bad vacation started***


**Sunday**
Karrie came over..... and we chilled here for a while... then went toJimmy's ..........and Partyed..... and...............

Karrie peeed her pantz
Kevie got his nipplez pierced....
and that aabout all.....

**Monday**
WENT TO BENS ((dont fell like blogging bout BEN'S house anymore... because im pretty pissed......

**Tuesday**
BEN'S.... bad bad day.... dont wanna talk bout it soo im done blogging


<33>

Soo me and Karrie both pretty much fucker up our whole weekend/vacation.....


we spent the WHOLE time with someone we though we LIKED..... and then last night/today went HORRIBLE.......


soo yea... now we are all like FUCK SHIT DAMN.... ughh.... and we hate them.... BOTH them.....


i want to know wat happend..... they were both all like all over us all fucking weekend..... and then today... neather of them would talk to us.... FUCK guyz... there dicks


geeez-us fucking crest..... fuck this... i give up....

soo today's going pretty GAY.... yeppper... blog bout it later <33

soo yea im at Jimmy's and o camt rea;;u see thje screem frp, wjere o, sottomg///// bit o,a b;g/////





spp yea..... i dont really know....... i just wnated to blog... cause i was dow stairs.... and i was like... tell me to type something.... tell me tell me tell me..... and Jiimmy was like..... umm... this comeputer wasnmt really on..... cause yea..... and i was like... o well just tell me wat to type.... and he was like... y dont u go uupstraid...
]


soo i dont reamber wat i jusst was tryping DAMN IT....... fuck..... umm.... o yea


soo he was lke go up stairs and blog... soo i was like okay....soo now im bloging bout a hole buncha nothing... haha.... DAMNIT.... where did muh cig... go.... shit fuck dmn...hope we all burn down.... OPPZ i mean i hope we all DONT burn down haha..... Where ta going.... i dont know... haha .... damn.... i wish i could firure out was im trypieing about............ haha Jimmy's taking pic of me... and he cant really stand


umm... Stearloing... just like pushed a buncah keeys.... and messed me all up.... this is .... weird..... Kevia.//// os kist ;ole stamdomg jere///////////i llike to eat other girls pussies be cuz they are hot and sassy!!!!!

i

I ate some bugs
I ate some grass
I used muh hand to wipe muh............. tears away.....


haha.... thanx to Sean... and Ben this freacking songs stuck in muh fuckin head.....


Its from Nacho Libra haha funny... watch


<33

**Smacks butt while sleeping**


do you like that??


yea soo i was sleeping last night and Ben smack muh butt and asked me if i liked that while he was SLEEPING..... haha.... and i laughed for like an hour.....


hes a freacking bed hog... i feel off the bed.. like 20 timez last night..... and he kept elbowing me DAMNIT......

<3333333333

soo YAY its vacation..... and we get to hang out with Karrie like all vacation....

((vacation so far))

**Thursday **.... we both didnt go to vo-tech... and me and Carrie Martin..... walked down town after we got outta school..... cause we were going to meet Karrie Miller at Sheetz..... we seen the bus go by....an no Karrie.... soo then i tryed callin Danny's..... and she was there.... she asked wat we were doin and iw as trying to tell her.... and muh phone died.... soo we just walked to Danny's... when we got there Jonnie was walkking down the cematary.... soo we wwere like fuck shit damn... wat are we going to do.... then we desided to go to Jeff's... soo we all pilled in Karrie's mom's car...... and we took Carrie home.....Karrie's mom took us to muh house.... we all chilled here for a while.... and then Jonnie got pissed ((like always)) and took off..... sooo then like 5 mins later me and Karrie left... and walked to Jeff's..... we really didnt do very much of ne thing.. there.... except... all most got attacked by Jeff's iggy ((thingger idk wat its called)).... and then Jeff took his other thingger out..((lil furry UGLY thinggy....... EWWWWWWWWWW)) and droped it on me... cause i told him i was like deadly afraid of lil rodent things... ha.......then we came home and all just chilled.......for awhile\

**Friday**- Friday...me and Karrie got up... and just layed up stairs watching cartoons..... then Kendra came over and we layed up stairs some more and watched some cartoons..... then around 3ish... we desided we were hungry..... soo..... weee came down stairs and asked muh mom for a ride...... ((she DIDNT give us time to get dressed)) soo when we got to Costa's we all desided that we didnt wanna carry bags home..... soo we... went to McDicks..... we sat there for a while.... then Jimmy came down.... then Carly called Kendra and told her that she was there soo we had to run cause Kendra was "sick" soo we all went to JImmy .... when we got there we check out his NEW room.... and then we looked at the OLD room... and it was NASTY.... EWWIE... GROSS.. ICK.. LOL..... then we just chilled for a while... then Jimmy's dad gave us a ride home...... when we got home we did a whole buncha NOTHING...... then at like.... 9ish... we desided to go to Kendra's and watch movies......and at like.... 10ish.... Ben calls us..... and tells us that we HAVE to come over.... so we were like okay....((AND I FEEL BAD FOR DITCHING KENDRA AND JIMMY..... SORRI GUYZ)) soo Sean came and got us..... and took us over there... and we were going to watch movies... but fucking Aaron and Crystal was there... and they were being ASSSHOLES soo yea..... we all ended up sitting out in the living room.... doing nothing.... lissin to music... and just chillin.....**early Saturday morning**... then when they left we all just kinda migrated to the room..haha.... an we all just layed there...... watching movies.....((F.Y.I NOTHING WENT ON... WITH ANY ONE...)) we stayed up watching movies till like.....5:30 and then everyone passed out.... and me an Ben were the last to awake..... soo Ben desides he wants to watch porn..... soo i was like w/e ima go to sleep..... soo i feel asleep... and 10 mins later Karrie and Sean wake up..... and James comes running in....wook me up...... soo then we all just kinda sat there and chilled...... then at like..... 9:50 we were like FUCK SHIT DAMN.... Karrie and BJ need to leave NOWWWW....((Karrie's mom was suppose to b there at 10.)).... soo we all go tup and ready and then he mom calls and says... that shes gotta get some cloths ready and then she'll b down in like an 1/2 hour.... soo then... yea... we were like THANK FUCKING GOD..... an then we all left at like........10:25ish.... and now im home bored.... HOPEING Karrie DONT have to stay at her G-ma's.... cause that would b GAY....... \


and hoping she can come back over... cause that would b SWEET <33

o yea one last thing.... nice meeting u... James... and Kenny......

soo today i desided to have sex with hair jell.... haha \
\

soo i was telling Kenrda and Karrie bout it... and they both though i was retarded....and they tho that it would dry and me and who ever that was having sex... would stick together... and i would have to call 911........

soo then 4 seconds later..... i was like hmm ima try..... \
\
soo then i got some jell on muh fingers and like sat there jacking offf muh fingers..... and Karrie and Kendra sat there and watched me for a min... then hey both grabed the jell and put some on there fingers too
\

and we found out... it prolly IS possible to have sex with jell and it DONT dry out for a while.... but WHEN it DOES dry out..... then just put some more on ;)


god i luv them 2.... and we do some STUPID shit.. haha\

<33333333333333333

***new nike namez**

Kendra- moose the losse duck

BJ- ((o man forgot... i'll come back dont worri))

one of these dayz... Kendra and I are going to b driving down the freacking road... and she is going to have to pee... soo we will pull over.....


and outta no where ((NO WOODS)) a moose is going to jump out....


and tackle her.....

and im going to laugh cause she thinks there all cute and shit...... and she dont beleve me that its going to happend

In Arizona!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






































((shhhhh i aint really going to laugh cause that would prolly hurt just a lil bit))

i think i like him.... BUTT dont know if i could date him....


i dont another Phil Tomb relationship :(


**confussed***

explanation for thouse who dont know wat im talkkin bout....

one word pretty much JOANNA..... damn it....

they have a kid.... soo shes alwayz there....


ughh....

o yea and ONE MORE thing....


he NEEDS to stop complaning to me... how he needs laid... and he needs a gurlfriend... and he misses everyone back in Denver...... UGHH GAY... i DONT wanna hear it.....


o yea and he needs to stop asking MEE y Jimmy dont invite him over Saturdays ne more.... GEEZ-US... i aint tellin he can ask Jimmy damn it....




**kk happy mood**

:d

and he NEEDS to stop calling me fucking sexy lady....


i HATE IT....

god fucking geez-us christ...... fucking damn it ((makes nosence i know ha)

dont ya think he would get the point... after that one night... he tryed gettin in muh pants... and i told him to get the fuck off me... i want NOTHING to do with him.... and i turhfully only hang out with him cause hes THERE......


god fucking damn it... there goes the rest of muh fucking day..... FUCK GUYZ they all need there ballz choped off and shoved down there god damn throats.... DAMN!!!


((well MOST them do /\))


UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ((im talkkin bout Kenny fuck J))

soo yea im being pretty emo right now...... blah.... an i wanna go to sleep but its only like 8ish....


i miss alot of people..... some of them i SHOULDNT miss.. but do ne wayz.... gay...


i was talkkin to someone last night **insert name here**... and he made me relize i have nothing going for me... in muh life....

muh grades suck
ima prolly withouth a doubt b in 10th grade next year
i miss school atlest once a week
i write muhself excusses to get out atlest 2 times a week....
i smoke to much pot...
i drink to much
dont do homework
sit around all day... and do NOTHING
i hang out with a whole buncha older people... and get reps for it.. like WHORE....
i just dont care bout ne thing ne more
i could care less wat i look like.... gave up with trying to make muh self look pretty......
party all the fuck time
always in trouble

**all the things HE said was wronge with me or wat i do wronge... if u must**


soo yea... i think he was pretty much saying ima loser at life..... and need to give up on it

THANX A FREACKING LOT.. THAT MADE ME FEEL ABOUT 10X FUCKING BETTER... GOD!

god damn y do i gotta know soo many WEIRD/NASTY/EWWIE people


1. i know someone that fucked there dog
2. i know something that MIGHT just b fucking there cuzzin
3. i know someone that would fuck there sister
4. i know someone that WANTS to do stuff with animals
5. i know someone that DID sleep with there cuzzin B4 they knew it was there cuzzin...


GOD DAMN.... FUCKING PEOPLE THESE DAYZ