soo this is wat's going on in muh head right at this moument :(

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorious they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone we still a team
Thru your family I'll fulfill your dreams
In the future can't wait to see if you'll
Open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death

Chorus:

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you

Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you

(We miss you, Big....)

It's kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flics
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death

Chorus

Somebody tell me why...

On that morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face

Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day

Chorus

Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day

Chorus

Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day


as i sit here and lissin to this song /\ soo many thingz go throw muh head....

as i sit here in tears... just wishing everything would get better....

as i sit here thinking that shes not gone

shes just downstate with Fallon

but i know i know shes gone

and i cant do ne thing about it

we all wish she was still here with us

but shes not

i cant even b alone ne more

when im alone all i do it sit and cry...

and think

but then i relize shes in a better place and we all will be back together sometime... later on in life




sooo yea from that lil shitty ass poem or w/e. u want to call it... u can tell im going trow one of muh lil emo mouments.... and though it would b a good idah to lissin to that song... p.diddy... i'll be missing u... but then i started crying again just cause... yea... well ima shut up now... and go up stairs and go to sleep....


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