ughh ughh ughh.... soo tonite SUCKS.... i think bout one thing... and EVERYTHING comez out... grr.... i really really miss Brea... **tear**.... and i DONT want Kendra to leave... i'll b NOTHING without her.... i dont know wat i'll do... yea... soo i'll have
JOnnie
Jeff
Karrie
Carrie
and everyone eles... but Kendra.... shes just like ..... muh better ((and when i say BETTER i mean better half im NOTHING))..... and i dont know wat im going to do without ((great... made muh self cry AGAIN)).....



and even tho Kendra dont want me to drop outta school... cause she dont want to come back and find out.. ima loser at life..... but im sorri... it MIGHT just happend....a. its TOOOOOOO stress full..... i just CANT take it ne more.... im done... i cant....


DONT WORRI KENDRA... i wont b a loser drop out.... i WILL get muh ged.... the DAY i turn 18... i PROMISE....((and u know how that PROMISE word works..... )).....


i guess i am a failer.. muh rents are right... im NOTHING... just... another... stupid... fat.... ugly... dumb... retarded... POT HEAD.....

GOD... I HATE FUCKING LIFE.....


i just want to move FAR FAR AWAY.... soo that i dont have to put up with this bullshit nemore

i amount to NOTHING....

GREAT... heather's online... thats just going to make things ALOT fucking better.....


w/e,,, im going to bed now.....


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