Yepp

Yea soo I aint blogged in awhile... and though It was about time to blogg and update everyone of whats going on in bj's wounderfull life ((nott))

Soo....Its the 20th =( and its been a whole year since brea passed away.... It sucks... Dont seem like its been a year yet... but it has....=(

What eles

Kendra was home for like 10 dayz not that long ago... and I miss her again......

Muh"boyfriend" has been in jail for a month... and I think i'm bracking up with him.... At the end of this month tho. we have been together for 6 months.... yepp.... on the 26 I think... maybe 28th aint sure right... now.......

Ummmmmmmmm...... I been doing alot of stuff I shouldnt b doin.... and its nott good....

Like I have been partying EVERY weekend since muh birthday... witch was..... 3 months ago...... thats all I'm saying about that...... ummm... I cant think of ne thing eles but I am going to start blogging again....


luv peace and chicken grease <3

I knew it was toooo good to b tru.... 2 months and 18 dayz ((as off 7/15/07)) and now its all down the drain...... FUCK....



stupid fucking people need to stop running there fucking mouths... god.. fucking damn it... and just let people b happy for once........SHIT.....







((I still luv u and WONT ever stop......))

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It's love

Oh how i love this boi <3333

Yea soo i came home for a couple dayz cause me and Ray were fighting over stupid shit ((I dont know how to communicate)) and we figured spend a couple dayz apart cause he had appointments and shit and work to do.... and I could come home and hang out..... with muh mom and dad and friend that i aint seen all summer and shit right.....


well i just found out that after his appointment this morning he took off with his Edd friend..... to New York and dont plan on comeing back till tom. .... im kinda pissed... but then kinda not....Cause that was the whole plan... take some time away from each other soo we both can go do our own thing....... but then I am pissed cause.... he said ihad to go home so he could "work" an soo i didnt have to sit around his house all day being bored and shit... soo i wouldnt get pissed off.... right..... but NOOOOO he fucking took off with his friend.... w/ee.....


And Robin was telling me last night that.... he said a buncha shit when he went down to her house... bout him waking up in the middle of the night and me not being there... not being ne wheres even in the fucking house......


kinda weird... kinda scares me... cause iknow i use to sleep walk and shit... and go outside to pet muh dog.... and he lived out in the middle of no where.... and if im walkking outside in the darkkk AHHHHHHH...... lol

But what ever ima not worrri bout it that much......



even tho i dont like Edd..... and I dont like the girls he hangs out with cause there a bbuncha whores.... UGHHH....

O well i think i trust him

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I want that /\ buy it for me and i'll love ya forever....



((its like muh NEW fav word and i NEED it lol))

Fights SUCK.... special the day b4 i go home... cause the i fell like shit the whole time im home......


And now im worried cause muh boyfriend Dont fell good and he wont even talk to me on the phone....:( o well i hope he gets better....



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Soo i figured i would come home today... and NOT only cause I NEED a doctors appointment but i though I would come home and spend some time with muh soo called FAMILY..... But from What went on and What i saw and Read with-in the last 3 hours.... i aint no longer wanted around here..................... and thats sad..... fuck all yall..... I dont know if ya'll ever heard the word HAPPPY.... ((oh wait never mind.... ya'll are ALLOWED to b happy.... )) well i am starting to think that u all are agenst me being HAPPY cause the way it sounds.... nono of u like what i do.... ((and u can suck muh fucking dick.... cause I DONT CARE)) YEA thats right Kendra and Rhonda just to prove u right I SAID IT.... happy.... I DONT fucking care ne more..... im happy and thats all that matters to me.... Soo what if i give him everyy penny that i get..... Its not like I dont get some of whatever he gets outta it..... GEEEZ-US.... i will b SSOOOOOOOOOOO fucking glad when Thursday gets here and leaves.... cause the i wont have to b home again for a while to put up with ne onez shit.....





FUCK ALL YA'LLL I DONT CARE WHAT U FUCKING SAY........