What a night!!

Alright so its been like 3 years since i blogged.... but gotta blog this its fucking fucnnyyy......


Alright sooo everything was going good we was chillin in town waitin on tina cousin to bye beer an shit an then we was gonna go over an camp at a friends house in roulett.......Well we found someone else to get the beer so we all took off an went that way..... Well when we got there it was too late the bar was already closed so we had to go to port.... an while we was going to port the dude got all pissed cause it took too long.... soo then we finallly got to his house an he texted me was like fuck it im going to bed..... so i was like really an just pulled in his hard an he was like alright come on follow me..... soo we told dylan an everyone who was in the other car to follow him an the fucking dumb asses they are pulled in the people next doors drive way..... soo fucking this dan guy we was camping with went running throw the woods an jumped outta the woods an started poundin on the window an tell them to get the fuck outta here an shit.... Omg all i could do is laugh.... an then he was like get outta here go back to coudy where you all belong.... soo we left...... We lost dylan an everyone else within that time.... Sooo then they texted us an was like omg omg help theres some crazy guy with longg hair knocking on the windows an shit so we waited for them at the bar..... we all ended up going back to coudy an drinking in the pull off.......... After the beer was gone an shit we went back down town.... dropped rhonda offf cause she wanted to go to bed.... an then tina me an dev went to take dev home... we dropped him off an then tina an i got almost all the way home an got the bright idea to egg someones house..... soo we turned around called dev to see if he had eggs..... we took all his eggs an took a walk an egged some stupid cop calling bitchs house!!...... on the way back to the car i lost my shoes.....an then when we got back to devs we fucking tipped over a motocycle at the end of his road.... lmao.... an then we got the bright idea to get some soap an tag some cars.... so we went to the westgate an tagged a couple cars.... lol Then we finaly went home ate some china chicken an went to bed..... what a fucking night.... stupid fucking kevin jr crazy mother fuckers.... an cop calling bitchs!

Rhonda’s sitting on her old front porch
Watching leo be retarded
There aint a whole lot going on tonight
In this little town of Coudersport
Over yonder coming up the road
In a beat up sun fire car
Her boyfriend Nicky is laying on the horn
Sliding in the snow and muck

Her daddy says he aint worth a lick
When it comes to driving
He’s got the short end of the stick
But Rhonda’s young and just don’t care
She would follow Nicky anywhere
Shes in love with Nicky
Shes in love with Nicky
Shes in love with Nicky
And even if they have to run away
An get stuck in a ditch somewhere
Shes going to marry that boy some day

Rhonda and Nicky at the end of the dirty road
Going parking, stuck in the ditch
There too busy holding on to one another
To even care about the car
Later on outside McDicks
Nicky slips something in her hand
He says my key change will have to do.
Untill I can buy a wedding band

Her daddy says he aint work a lick
When it comes to braind
Hes got the short end of the stick
But Rhonda your and she just don’t care
She would follow Nicky anywhere
Shes in love with Nicky
Shes in love with Nicky
Shes in love with Nicky
An even if shes got to run away
And get stuck in a ditch somewhere
Shes going to marry that boy someday
He daddy’s waiting up till half past twelve
When they come sneaking in the house
He say your lady get on up to you room
While me and Nicky have a talk
Momma Jean breaks in says don’t lose you temper
It wasn’t very long ago
You yourself was just a beasty plow boy
Who didn’t know how to drive either
My daddy said you wasn’t work a lick
When it came to brains you got the short end of the stick
He was wrong and honey you are too
Rhonda looks at Nicky like I still look at you
Shes in love with nicky
Shes in love with Nicky
Shes in love with Nicky
Whats meant to be will always find a way
Shes going to marry that boy someday.




Haha its a winter wounderland outside... but that aint stopping us =)
Love these girls.

Dork=)

Well.... went for a ride with Lauren and her cousin.... got pulled over... and then went to Thomas&&Kylies and played some cod... it was funn... new favorite game... haha...

Its not looking up no more.

Yea so..... How the fuck would you feel if your boyfriend stole your cellphone well you was sleeping an googled all the guys numbers you had in it... Yea i dont know if i can put up with that.

I gave you 0 reasons to not trust me.

You say you love me... well then why would you even do shit like that... I mean come on... I wouldnt do that shit to you.... Oh wait... I couldnt do that shit to you even if i wanted to.... cause your a JERK!! and Your all sercretive about shit....

I mean yea i understand you have trust issues... but like i said i gave you NO REASON to not trust me... FUCK!!!

God damn i think i have ALOT!!! of thinking to do.....

Dick Smack

Grrr... Really pisses me off sometimes...
why dont you just understand.
I mean come on im not an INTERNET WHORE
Thats kinda pointless
That shits the shit that needs to stay in your bed room
I mean ya your my boyfriend... and we have had sex and shit...
But fuck.. Im uncomfortable just get it
FUCK!!!

Well... Update.... from like two years haha....

Of what i can remember atleast........

Well lets see....Where to start

Kendra left..... I miss her soo much.... Even tho i fucked up an didnt have an effort to un shove my self outta the stupid EX boyfriends ass long enough to come see her before she left....Umm...I have had like 5 jobs.... fucked them all up.... Got my self a nice car.... lost my job and then lost the car... and now its a pieace of shit....Uncle died =(.... Uhh Moved to mansfield awhile ago.... An then moved to Galeton..... STayed in Galeton for a long ass time.... RAy and I got a appartment together.... an of coarse im the one that got the job and paid the bills.... Got a fine for fishing without a liscents haha. Uhh... Got kicked out and was homeless for about a month... lived in someones shed.. yea that sucked.... RAy went back to jail... I left his stupid ass once and for all.... and umm yea been at my moms trying to fix my life... get my ged.... get a new job...blah blah blah lol

But on another note.... I did find a new boyfriend =) Im starting to fall in love with him..
Even tho two mounths ago i was DONE WITH RELATIONSHIPS haha
12-18-09<3

Uhh.... had an interview today.... soo on that note... im happy.... and this is the end of this blog....

Ohh gonna work on blogging more haha

Update.

Yea soo I ant bloged in over a fucking year. Wow. Soo every things that's went on in the past year. WOW. There's not even enough time in one day to tell you everythng.ha.
But I'll make it short.
Lets see I finally gotta job I was working At Rite-Aid. And I got my self a brand new car. and everything. Was doing good. And then one day my sister "fell down the steps" And I took her to the hospital and I got fired over it because I didnt call in and tell them what was going on .Soo I didnt work all summer partyed hard. Got in some trouble blah blah blah yea. lol. And then I found my self another job had to stop smoking pot. And all that good stuff. Moved in with my Aunt Barb. And then one day I got kicked outta my parents house soo I moved in with Ray up in Mansfield ((Ray got out on my birthday by the way =) )) And we lived up there for awhil eI got my self a job working for some sand niggers. And I fell throw the floorr. And then Rays uncel didnt need him to work any more and they didnt want to cut the wood for the house so we moved back in with his mom. It's going good soo far I guess. besides I cant find a job and got my car taken away. But besided that's it's all gravay babt..... Lol. That's it the end.

Yepp

Yea soo I aint blogged in awhile... and though It was about time to blogg and update everyone of whats going on in bj's wounderfull life ((nott))

Soo....Its the 20th =( and its been a whole year since brea passed away.... It sucks... Dont seem like its been a year yet... but it has....=(

What eles

Kendra was home for like 10 dayz not that long ago... and I miss her again......

Muh"boyfriend" has been in jail for a month... and I think i'm bracking up with him.... At the end of this month tho. we have been together for 6 months.... yepp.... on the 26 I think... maybe 28th aint sure right... now.......

Ummmmmmmmm...... I been doing alot of stuff I shouldnt b doin.... and its nott good....

Like I have been partying EVERY weekend since muh birthday... witch was..... 3 months ago...... thats all I'm saying about that...... ummm... I cant think of ne thing eles but I am going to start blogging again....


luv peace and chicken grease <3

I knew it was toooo good to b tru.... 2 months and 18 dayz ((as off 7/15/07)) and now its all down the drain...... FUCK....



stupid fucking people need to stop running there fucking mouths... god.. fucking damn it... and just let people b happy for once........SHIT.....







((I still luv u and WONT ever stop......))

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It's love

Oh how i love this boi <3333

Yea soo i came home for a couple dayz cause me and Ray were fighting over stupid shit ((I dont know how to communicate)) and we figured spend a couple dayz apart cause he had appointments and shit and work to do.... and I could come home and hang out..... with muh mom and dad and friend that i aint seen all summer and shit right.....


well i just found out that after his appointment this morning he took off with his Edd friend..... to New York and dont plan on comeing back till tom. .... im kinda pissed... but then kinda not....Cause that was the whole plan... take some time away from each other soo we both can go do our own thing....... but then I am pissed cause.... he said ihad to go home so he could "work" an soo i didnt have to sit around his house all day being bored and shit... soo i wouldnt get pissed off.... right..... but NOOOOO he fucking took off with his friend.... w/ee.....


And Robin was telling me last night that.... he said a buncha shit when he went down to her house... bout him waking up in the middle of the night and me not being there... not being ne wheres even in the fucking house......


kinda weird... kinda scares me... cause iknow i use to sleep walk and shit... and go outside to pet muh dog.... and he lived out in the middle of no where.... and if im walkking outside in the darkkk AHHHHHHH...... lol

But what ever ima not worrri bout it that much......



even tho i dont like Edd..... and I dont like the girls he hangs out with cause there a bbuncha whores.... UGHHH....

O well i think i trust him

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I want that /\ buy it for me and i'll love ya forever....



((its like muh NEW fav word and i NEED it lol))

Fights SUCK.... special the day b4 i go home... cause the i fell like shit the whole time im home......


And now im worried cause muh boyfriend Dont fell good and he wont even talk to me on the phone....:( o well i hope he gets better....



nitenite <33

Soo i figured i would come home today... and NOT only cause I NEED a doctors appointment but i though I would come home and spend some time with muh soo called FAMILY..... But from What went on and What i saw and Read with-in the last 3 hours.... i aint no longer wanted around here..................... and thats sad..... fuck all yall..... I dont know if ya'll ever heard the word HAPPPY.... ((oh wait never mind.... ya'll are ALLOWED to b happy.... )) well i am starting to think that u all are agenst me being HAPPY cause the way it sounds.... nono of u like what i do.... ((and u can suck muh fucking dick.... cause I DONT CARE)) YEA thats right Kendra and Rhonda just to prove u right I SAID IT.... happy.... I DONT fucking care ne more..... im happy and thats all that matters to me.... Soo what if i give him everyy penny that i get..... Its not like I dont get some of whatever he gets outta it..... GEEEZ-US.... i will b SSOOOOOOOOOOO fucking glad when Thursday gets here and leaves.... cause the i wont have to b home again for a while to put up with ne onez shit.....





FUCK ALL YA'LLL I DONT CARE WHAT U FUCKING SAY........

Yeppp soo Rayz outta jail :D makes me smile....... And i was at his house for like that last week :D it was a LONG week... lol....NOTTT cause i was with him <33 just cause... u know lol ;) but yea..... I just wanted to blog.. cause muh body hurts... cause i got beat up by Pat... litterly.... and it all started cause i was drunk and i throw muh cellphone at him and hit him in the nutz... haha... then he tackled me... picked me up and droped muh on muh fucking head.... thats all i reamber.... lolBut yea thats all i wanted to blog... lol ... later <333 ya

Sooo i was fine and danddy and was trying not to think of that fact that Ray was in jail.... till tonite :(... when i seen... Kristan and Eric... and Jonnie and Kathie....and Kendra and Jimmy.... together and happy... then it kicked in......................

its going to KILLL me.....=(

this dont happend offten... soo comment it and tell me if i should delete it or keep it <33

Promises
A promise is a promise
Between two lovers,friends,sisters, brothers
What ever it may be
It must be kept
Kept till time expierece
Never broken
Kept throw THICK and thin
Throw good and bad
So next time u promise someone something
No matter what it may be
Think of all the stuff u got to go throw
Just to for fill our promise\
So when i told u that day i PROMISE
I meant it
Throw THICK and thin
Good and Bad...
I'll b right here for you baby
Locked up or Not
I still LOVE you <33\

yepp heres another one of muh SHITTY poems... for Ray <33>

no matter what ne one says bout ya... EVERYONE FUCKS UP ONCE OR TWICE <33

5/31/07

4/27/07<33

last day of school :d.... summers going to sucks tho =(

2 1/2 more dayz of school .... yay!!! <33